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Cheynee






Friday, April 6, 2012
a tearing day

Today was a bad day. The day when i had disagreements with my girlfriend in our opinions over something small which neither of us wants to give in. Arguments leads to anger followed by tears. Our hearts ache. None of us don't. I didn't shed a tear this time, but that doesn't mean i don't feel the pain. I mean, c'mon i will admit it if i cry cos to me, crying for a girl you loved isn't a gay shit thing.

I always tweet saying, how silly of you to not notice me worrying for you when you are not by my side, tearing silently for you when i hug you tight to hush you from crying, that's all true. I may seem tough in your face, but do you know how much it hurts to shut my feeling towards you by then, acting to be a don't-give-a-fuck-about-you when i see your sad face?

The least thing i want as long as you are concerned, is to argue with you. Every time when i tried to explain things to you in other people 's term, you never understand, instead you shut yourself up. I'm not trying to say who's good, who's better. I'm not trying to make comparisons, but rather to list examples for you to better understand what i mean or how i feel. That's why i will always get so upset when i see you acting in such a manner.

Girl, i know you know me well enough and i also know you are venting your anger on those harsh words, but unfortunately we are all the same, we always let anger get the better of us. Thus end up, we both get hurt.

I'm a little tired of us ending up in arguments which we can ignore in the first place. I love to see you smile. I love to see you acting cute. I love to see everything about you without the sad face. How much I worried about you when I see you fall... How much it hurts me when i see you sad...

Sometimes i just wonder will you be a happier girl if you are not with me, but that's a question i will not wish to think too often, cos i simply don't bear to have you leaving my life. I'm selfish. Honestly, i wish you to "waste" your entire life on me, and just me alone. No other guys. I bet this is how much u feel for me too yea? Waiting your reply in my comment box =.=!! *please say yes*

Baby i love you, three simple words, two persons involved, one true meaning, and that's what I've being saying to you. Maybe you will get bored of it, but do bear with me, for I might still be saying that for at least 40 to even 50 years down the road, i guess.

One day we shall go on a vacation to somewhere so romantic, just the two of us. Its a promise not to be broken, I promise you.

Stopping here.

To readers, pardon me for being a little emotional, just trying to express my feeling a little more than usual in this post. Like or leave me a comment if possible, thanks. Hope you guys like my post.















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