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Tuesday, April 3, 2012
girlfriend tag

In my previous posts, i touched a little about friendship, about family, so i must be fair to my girlfriend, i shall blog a little more about her yea *without her knowing =]*.

She was my classmate during my secondary school times, we didn't talk or even notice each other, *she told me that!! she didn't even remember how i look like back then!! faints*, nonetheless we merely know each others' names, that's all.

Having no common interest, its actually a miracle that we came so far. Friends may think its really tough for us, cos we got together for only 3 months before i was enlisted to serve my time in army.

Hey to all my female readers out there, when guys are in army, they might loose confidence, loose their usual smile, loose mood in everything just cos they loose their hair. I experienced it. *So bear with them.* My girlfriend did that, she bear with my lousy attitude, she hug me when i need her most, she hold my hand when i felt lost, she comfort me when i feel down, cheer me up when i feel lousy, advice me when i feel confused. Everything just feel safe with her around, make me just detest my every book in, every separation with her.

Im so not myself when i first entered army, even till now, i still cant really relate the true me to the other camp mates. I find it hard, honestly speaking, we are all from different background, different social group, just like what my tekong buddy once told me, "we might not even be friend if we were to meet in our usual life and not for army". How true is that, for me pretty true.

Because of army, my mood was like a roller coaster, up and down. My girlfriend suffered with me emotionally. We cried, we quarreled, its so painful for us, but at the end of the day, we knew how much we meant to each other for a simple hug or a kiss just heals everything.

One of my friend happened to share with me today that out of 40 guys in his platoon, 7 of them lost their girlfriend cos of army. Thus to their girlfriends; breaking up to you all may merely be like a paper cut, it may seem like a small insignificant cut, but it cause them to bleed so hard, you all know?

She can leave me just that, leave me alone struggling when im in army, leave me alone with my lousy attitude towards her, disappear silently in my life, but she didn't. A mere 3months can't possibly have so much to look back upon if she hasn't try to understand what i went through, how i feel in army.

Thinking back on what we have being though, i can't help but to hug her in my arms sometimes. Just feel so much to hug her in my arms. Just want to tell her this; baby though you are just a little girl with your small fingers, do you know you meant so much to me, so much more than the world to me? Though i may not be in my weakest now, but i still need you, need you for me to love, for me to care and for me to treasure, you have done your part, its my time for me to do something, protect you, shelter you. I love you, for who you are.

To my girl, my this post truly relate how i feel, it may not speaks everything from my heart, but roughly what i feel all this while, and its not target to cause you to tear, so better don't arh!

To my other reader, hope you guys enjoy my post, do like or leave me a comment if you guys like our love story, thanks.















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