Things are done easily without stress. The same goes for blogging.
I used to stress over what to blog, how to blog, trying to increase in my viewer count, but to no avail.
"Whats the point of doing that?" "Is it worth my effort and time?"
I got tired and eventually these are the questions which pop up in my mind.
This scenario happens to me all the time. Maybe its just me. I still remember when I first started gaming, I was totally indulged in it. I even played nonstop for 22 hours before. How crazy is that?
My secondary school teacher always praised me for my consistency in work, always giving my 100 percent in everything i do, and yea that is also why i often got myself stress up and exhausted eventually.
Even a good point can have 2 different sides, it just depends on the different angle of how things are being seen.
Generous sounds good, but in lame man's term, its just being spendthrift.
When i try to slowly let go of the thing i worked so hard for so long, say game addiction, i feel sad and aimless. It makes me feel so crippled, like as though i have lost the aim in life.
Sometimes, things are really easier said than done. The solution to my problem is just to always do my best and full stop, not necessarily do i need to always give in my 100 percent. But its not easy for me to do so for i will feel I'm doing a half fuck job.
I guess this is the thing i need to learn in life. Giving my 100 percent may not always imply to thing being done perfectly too. It is just perfect in my eye. Then it makes perfect sense, i will feel satisfy if i do my best cos i will think the job has reached my standard, which is the same if i give in my 100 percent.
Its all about reaching my own standards, expectations. My mum used to say i got high expectation in everything and it isn't going to do me good. I ignore her. Til now then i understand why.
Sometimes in the midst of reaching my own expectations, i may hurt someone's feeling without realizing it. In the process, I can only see myself. I'm so full of myself, which i only get to realize that recently from a friend.
When your close ones tell you that you are wrong, its always hard to digest it. Most of the time i will just flare up. I'm this childish, but i guess its time for me to grow up and admit what I'm wrong and be a better person.
It always happen when people who are not as close to you yet telling you the same thing your close one once told you, then will you realize where your weakness and fault are. This is what happens to me.
Its like an awkward for me writing to here. I'm not sure what I'm trying to say or portray, but its like somehow i got so much to say it out. Sometimes, it really feels a lot better if one just admit to every "sin" he has done. No holding back in his feeling.
Things are done easily without stress. The same goes for blogging.
I used to stress over what to blog, how to blog, trying to increase in my viewer count, but to no avail.
"Whats the point of doing that?" "Is it worth my effort and time?"
I got tired and eventually these are the questions which pop up in my mind.
This scenario happens to me all the time. Maybe its just me. I still remember when I first started gaming, I was totally indulged in it. I even played nonstop for 22 hours before. How crazy is that?
My secondary school teacher always praised me for my consistency in work, always giving my 100 percent in everything i do, and yea that is also why i often got myself stress up and exhausted eventually.
Even a good point can have 2 different sides, it just depends on the different angle of how things are being seen.
Generous sounds good, but in lame man's term, its just being spendthrift.
When i try to slowly let go of the thing i worked so hard for so long, say game addiction, i feel sad and aimless. It makes me feel so crippled, like as though i have lost the aim in life.
Sometimes, things are really easier said than done. The solution to my problem is just to always do my best and full stop, not necessarily do i need to always give in my 100 percent. But its not easy for me to do so for i will feel I'm doing a half fuck job.
I guess this is the thing i need to learn in life. Giving my 100 percent may not always imply to thing being done perfectly too. It is just perfect in my eye. Then it makes perfect sense, i will feel satisfy if i do my best cos i will think the job has reached my standard, which is the same if i give in my 100 percent.
Its all about reaching my own standards, expectations. My mum used to say i got high expectation in everything and it isn't going to do me good. I ignore her. Til now then i understand why.
Sometimes in the midst of reaching my own expectations, i may hurt someone's feeling without realizing it. In the process, I can only see myself. I'm so full of myself, which i only get to realize that recently from a friend.
When your close ones tell you that you are wrong, its always hard to digest it. Most of the time i will just flare up. I'm this childish, but i guess its time for me to grow up and admit what I'm wrong and be a better person.
It always happen when people who are not as close to you yet telling you the same thing your close one once told you, then will you realize where your weakness and fault are. This is what happens to me.
Its like an awkward for me writing to here. I'm not sure what I'm trying to say or portray, but its like somehow i got so much to say it out. Sometimes, it really feels a lot better if one just admit to every "sin" he has done. No holding back in his feeling.
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