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Friday, April 20, 2012
just a cosy saturday morning
 Hey guys I'm back at last being quite inactive recently cos I'm sort of losing faith in blogging. To begin with I'm hoping to earn some bucks as a blogger. Seem like its not as easy as it seems. So, here I am, I shall just blog. Blog Whats a blog? A place to write your thoughts A place where you share your findings with others Hmm... Is it all about that? Actually i find blog a place where people can understand me more I GUESS? At least for those who are interested to know me more.. Say, for example, At least its... A place where my girlfriend can know my inner thoughts more and friends who are willing to know me more I used to blog about my normal happening in life Some people did so too but i find its kinda boring doesn't it?! But blogging an interesting topic which will be able to attract readers do need some brain juice YEA So We deserve a clap don't we? Aww~ pardon me I'm getting lamer becoming more of a 9gagger style~ But it's just A COOLING cosy SATURDAY morning so just chill shall we? Currently I'm left with 4 months and 3 weeks to O R D what does that means? that means Happiness Freedom Laughter Joy Time MONEY!!! Though 4months are a long way but I can only just wait and wait and wait wait ... Alright I shall say something something on how i feel recently Life SUCKS! why? Cos' there's suckers Around you! and that's what happen to me... But cos of them we get to see those who meant a lot to us those who give us Support Courage Encouragement Strength At our weakest. they aren't angels they just care they are family they are your lover and i just wanna say thanks to these 3 women in my life. Mum Sister AND girlfriend you have given me strength to move on courage to stay on support for me to fall back and encouragement to S.M.I.L.E Like what I have once told a friend People who stay away from you are just cos they are not your clique of friends but same thing applies THEY ARE ALSO NOT YOUR CLIQUE OF FRIENDS So just I.G.N.O.R.E If ignoring you will be happier THEN WHY NOT? If HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY Then i shall say IGNORANCE IS THE BEST WAY TO BE HAPPY s.m.i.l.e Cos you can for life goes on with or without them. Thanks Hope you enjoy what you are reading. If you do then feel free to L.I.K.E S.H.A.R.E C.O.M.M.E.N.T E.N.D Friday, April 13, 2012
all about me
 Things are done easily without stress. The same goes for blogging.I used to stress over what to blog, how to blog, trying to increase in my viewer count, but to no avail. "Whats the point of doing that?" "Is it worth my effort and time?" I got tired and eventually these are the questions which pop up in my mind. This scenario happens to me all the time. Maybe its just me. I still remember when I first started gaming, I was totally indulged in it. I even played nonstop for 22 hours before. How crazy is that? My secondary school teacher always praised me for my consistency in work, always giving my 100 percent in everything i do, and yea that is also why i often got myself stress up and exhausted eventually. Even a good point can have 2 different sides, it just depends on the different angle of how things are being seen. Generous sounds good, but in lame man's term, its just being spendthrift. When i try to slowly let go of the thing i worked so hard for so long, say game addiction, i feel sad and aimless. It makes me feel so crippled, like as though i have lost the aim in life. Sometimes, things are really easier said than done. The solution to my problem is just to always do my best and full stop, not necessarily do i need to always give in my 100 percent. But its not easy for me to do so for i will feel I'm doing a half fuck job. I guess this is the thing i need to learn in life. Giving my 100 percent may not always imply to thing being done perfectly too. It is just perfect in my eye. Then it makes perfect sense, i will feel satisfy if i do my best cos i will think the job has reached my standard, which is the same if i give in my 100 percent. Its all about reaching my own standards, expectations. My mum used to say i got high expectation in everything and it isn't going to do me good. I ignore her. Til now then i understand why. Sometimes in the midst of reaching my own expectations, i may hurt someone's feeling without realizing it. In the process, I can only see myself. I'm so full of myself, which i only get to realize that recently from a friend. When your close ones tell you that you are wrong, its always hard to digest it. Most of the time i will just flare up. I'm this childish, but i guess its time for me to grow up and admit what I'm wrong and be a better person. It always happen when people who are not as close to you yet telling you the same thing your close one once told you, then will you realize where your weakness and fault are. This is what happens to me. Its like an awkward for me writing to here. I'm not sure what I'm trying to say or portray, but its like somehow i got so much to say it out. Sometimes, it really feels a lot better if one just admit to every "sin" he has done. No holding back in his feeling. Yea folk, hope to see you guys in my next post. Labels: life, Me, meaning, thoughts |
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